May 2012
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being happy
you take what you have, no matter how shitty and unfortunate, and you make the fucking best of it.
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:(
i miss pookie so much. i can’t comprehend her not being here still, its so depressing. i just want my best friend back :( i love looking at pictures of her, but it makes me feel worse. i just wish i could hold her one more time.
April 2012
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[[MORE]]god people are so oblivious. lmao it bothers me that you took his word over mine, i mean i know obviously you would, but it’s not like i’m lying -__- i tried to tell you, but you can believe whatever you want. duuuuuuuuuuuumb.
meh i’m lazy and i just want to lay down with my baby and relaxxxxxxx. i’m so proud of his progress, i wish shitty things didn’t keep...
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lmfao
[[MORE]]you’re a dumb bitch.
you’re a dick.
and even though you^^ are a dumb bitch, i hope you believe me because you’re stupid not to when i have absolutely nooooo reason to lie to you lmao. stop trying to come up with all these excuses and make me seem like a bad person, i’m telling the truth. lalalalala so funnny :)
anyways, yay it’s almost 420 and i can’t...
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i’m home for right now to pack all my shit and bring it to james. i hate that i feel like i’m barging in on his life. i appreciate everything he and his mom are doing for me though, i love them both <3 fuck everyone though, i really can’t take it anymore. i say this all the time, but now i’m REALLY glad i’m not friends with any of you douchebags anymore, minus...
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[[MORE]]james just left to go to his job interview, i’m so proud of him :)) it stinks i won’t see him until tomorrow night, but i’m gonna make him something special for when i see him ! i’ve never felt so dedicated before mmmmm, it makes me smile. i really don’t wanna work today, 12-7 is such a terrible shift ugh :l and they’ve really been pushing me so...
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[[MORE]]not saying i love you until i KNEW i meant it was the smartest thing i’ve done. i’m all for just saying love you, woohoo all the time, but i mean when you sit there and tell your significant other I Love You after a week, it just loses its meaning. this is why james is so different from everyone i’ve ever met, he thinks the same things as i do. and once again we both were...
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my love for you grows every single day
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after having a really shitty day yesterday, i got into the car with james and in the mirror above me the pink heart that says i’m yours was sticking out. and that by itself made me instantly smile and i could feel myself significantly brighten up. and then i pulled it out and the note attached to it gave me butterflies, something that i haven’t felt in years. i wish i was...
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[[MORE]]it’s days like today that i hate myself. i didn’t mean to call him that, i was just angry and drunk. i hate myself, i feel so stupid and i feel like i ruined something. i just was so upset last night and i know everything he said was to make me feel better, but that’s not what i wanted. i just wanted him to listen and understand why i don’t like my family and i feel...
